#i want this to break containment but we hate tag bloating

[house-foxglove]

Gut of the West

For the past month or two we've been working on a dark fantasy gothic western setting inspired by the lore and storytelling and gameplay of the Soulsborne genre. The setting is a parody of the idealized and mythologized American Wild West and frontier and deals with xenophobia, manifest destiny, and imperialism as its main themes.

The setting itself takes place after the God of the West devours the metaphysical Center of the world and proceeds to attempt to drag and absorb all other directions into itself. It lied to his citizens promising them that if they live a just and holy life and work towards the fate of the West then they may become holier than him and capable of taking his place. But in the process of devouring the Center one of the God's children, known as the Railroaded, sacrificed themself in order to grant their divinity into every living creature in all Directions, allowing for them to actually be capable of overthrowing the godly power of the West by becoming Saints.

In its death throes the Center became one with the rails that the Railroaded's blood was spilled on and created a town known as Refuge where would-be martyrs may rest and grow in strength. Martyrs from all directions may travel by the Cardinal Railway in their mission to gather Sainthood and overthrow the God of State in the West. From the witches of the East, the living dead from the South, the giants of the North, the wolves from Up on High, all the way Down to the devils, all may achieve Sainthood and write the destiny of the world themselves.

We have so much lore set up already and notes and scrawled notes from several notebooks, the notes app, and stuff jangling around in our head lol. We love soulsborne games with our whole hearts and creating a unique setting that explores our own religious trauma and spite towards organized religion and the US's imperial and fascist history has been really a blast to explore.

[tumblingdowntheway2019]

Sleepless Nights, Part One (1).

Heelloooo my beautiful pps, how are we all today? Back again with another Head-Canon. 💪😎💕

So this one is when Donna is adopted by Lady Dimitriscu as a new daughter. This is based on the wonderful @charlottefairchildbranwell's story based on a couple of my Head-Canons. Go check check her out, charlottefairchildbranwell wrote some amazing and entertaining stories for them! Here is a link to one of them.

WARNING: BELOW THE CUT, THIS POST WILL CONTAIN TRIGGERS, MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION/PTSD/PANIC ATTACKS/GORE, CHILD TRAUMA, TRAUMATIC EVENTS, ETC.

I MAY NOT BE GOOD AT WRITING THESE THINGS, BUT EVEN THEN IT'S BETTER TO WARN YOU.

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

With that said, let's begin. Sorry in advance.

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LADY DIMITRISCU'S P.O.V.

It had been over a year since Donna started living in Castle Dimitrescu. A full year since Mother Miranda's reign had come to an end.

Things have been going so well for the Doll Maker. She gained more confidence, can hold a conversation with her family and even the Winters' Family without the aid of Angie anymore.

The Lady of the Castle however, began noticing something strange happening with Donna lately. It was small things, but they became more noticeable as of late.

Donna has been more sluggish in her movements, making small and silly mistakes in her everyday tasks and had been spotted dozing off whilst in the middle of tasks or activities.

Lady Dimitrescu tried to ask many times if she was ok, but Donna has been dodging the questions. Her daughters and Angie noted that she was unable to sleep a full night the past few days, but hasn't explained why.

The fact that Angie doesn't have that usual strong mental connection to her closest friend is worrying. But Angie had mentioned at the beginning that these happen occasionally and it will pass soon enough.

DONNA'S P.O.V

It's happening again, she knew it was too good to be true. The nightmares are back with a vengeance.

Donna deliberately severed most of her connection with Angie as to not draw attention to herself. She hates it.

Those nightmares, no, memories? She can't tell now. They are just too real to tell.

The Doll Maker doesn't know what triggered this, but she didn't want to worry her family.

She tried to act normal in order to to fend off any suspicion, but she was just so tired. Mistakes over simple tasks have been more noticeable.

Naps are too and far between during the day. The Bat Trio had been trying to cheer her up, Donna's been doing her best to keep them happy. It was a good distraction for a while.

Unfortunately, the nightmares had been making sure that Donna didn't forget in the waking world.

LADY DIMITRISCU'S P.O.V

Lady Dimitriscu had been keeping a closer eye on her daughter. Made sure to be close by should anything happen.

She observed that Donna has been flinching at random shadows or reflections, dozing off with book in hand, nearly dropping it as she jerked herself up and shaking her head.

Something's wrong, but Donna won't speak about it and won't be forced to.

It had been like any other night, Angie decided to join in on a sleepover with the Bat Trio in the Dungeons.

They wanted to tell scary stories and those particular dungeons was always warm enough for them to stay down there.

It had been in the middle of the night, The Lady had been reading one of the many books, ones that she had read many times before.

She was about to turn the oil lantern off when the sound of breaking glass caused her hand to freeze just inches from the dial.

Sharpening her sense, Alcina close her eyes to allow her to focus more on her hearing.

Quiet hitches of breathing was heard.

DONNA'S P.O.V

The Doll Maker woke with a start, it hasn't even been an hour yet. She couldn't even hold onto Angie as she allowed the Bride Doll to go hang out with Bela, Cassandra and Daniela.

It felt all too real. It started off pleasant enough. Donna was in House Beneviento again, opening the door revealed her mother in a rocking chair, knitting.

Donna approached her, hesitant to reach out to the unaware woman.

A call of another girl caught their attention. They look up to see a teenage girl, who was the spitting image of a younger Donna.

"Bernadette?" She quietly says.

Bernadette comes skipping down, unaware of her younger sister's presence as she skips down the stairs and through Donna, as if she were made of mist.

Donna turns to see Bernadette skip off to meet her friends in the village. Their mother calling after her to be sure to return home before the sun begins to set.

In her near forgotten instinct, The Doll Maker silently makes her way to the elevator.

When she entered the elevator, the button was level with her elbow. Something that came in handy as she was always carrying materials that requires both hands to hold.

The elevator reached the basement, she found that everything was bigger than before.

As she walked down the hallway, Donna barely caught her reflection off the glass cabinet. The bottom of the glass was just at eye level.

Upon looking at her reflection, a young girl stared back with her two (2) dark brown eyes. She was a little girl again, maybe no older than seven (7) years old?

She continued to the end of the hallway and through one of the double doors and found her father hunched over one of his latest creations.

Donna knew what was about to happen next, it didn't surprise her any more. She begins to back away as her father slowly sets down his tools.

"Why?" He hoarsely croaked out as dripping sounds were heard. "Why did you do this to us?"

Donna tried to push against the shut door with all her might, but her small frame barely made it budge.

She looked over her shoulder, gasping and began to shake as her father's bloated corpse stood up slowly, movements strongly resembling a puppet being pulled by their strings.

Small waterfalls were coming through the walls and ceiling as father trudged through the ankle deep water.

With one final charge, Donna finally burst through the door and makes a bee-line toward the elevator. The water rising all around her.

Streams of water burst through the ceiling in many spots. Some appearing with such force in front of her that Donna nearly lost her footing on a few occasions.

Her father close behind in his pursuits as the water appeared to allow him to glide in the rising water.

The water was now at the young girl's knees by the time she reached the elevator.

How did the button get so high up?!

After many frantic attempts, Donna successfully jumps up and up against the elevator's wall to press the button.

The grated door shuts, her father's blue, bloated corpse stared at her with angry bloodshot eyes as he slammed and pulled against the grate.

The water descending and emptying the higher the elevator went. Leaving behind a mostly soaked to the bones Donna.

The elevator dutifully opens on the ground floor, Donna reluctantly steps out. The Doll Maker once again knows what's coming next as she trekked through the hallway.

Opening the door to the Living Room, she found her Mother, standing and looking at the ground with a sharpened out knitting needles in each hand.

Eyes filled with rage look up at her as her mother raises her head, voiceless as her mother's mouth moved. But she heard it so many times before that Donna knew what she was saying.

"Your fault."

"Your fault."

"Your fault."

Barely able to dodge the sudden attack, Donna sprints to the front door. Last obstacle.

Bernadette, now aged twenty-one (21) was now blocking the entrance.

END OF PART ONE (1)

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Edit: Heyo pps, edited some errors, finished the last point and took away the extra blank ones to helps space it out better. Tags were also added in.

A/N - You guys are gonna laugh, I didn't intend on posting this until later. I accidentally posted it before the last point (Bernadette being at the entrance) was done and no tags. 🤣🤣

But I am glad I did, however. Cause this would have been so much longer and I didn't want to bore you guys with so many points. So a part two (2) will be out later on, either tonight or tomorrow. 🤔 Sorry about that. 🤣

Hope you all enjoyed Part One (1) of 'Sleepless Nights.'

Remember, if you wish to use this or the ideas/H.Cs mentioned above, you are always free to do so under the conditions that you credit back to this and myself. That and to please tag me when you are done because I would love to see how it was able to help you out in your stories/art!!

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Hope you all have a wonderful day/afternoon/evening my lovelies!💪😎💕

Part Two (2) linked here! 💕🥰💕

[strawbunniiee]

A Girl and a Ghost Ch. 3: The King’s Revenge

SOOOOO this is the part where the plot thickens :)

if anybody else wants me to tag them in these chapters so you know when they come out i will gladly do so andksnkfs

hope you enjoy! ive had tons of fun with writing these :D

dont mind me, just lettin my frendos know that this is a thing skfnkdjf

@salamifuposey @monsterbride99 aaAAA when i initially posted this i COMPLETELY forgot to do this a a a a a sorry

King Boo was furious.

How could that peasant, that foul impure abomination of a Boo do this to his beloved crown? It contained his power, it was so incredibly important to him...

And that filthy little purple haired brat! How could she so carelessly throw a rock at him like that?

He plopped his body down in a chair and marinated in his own rage for a few minutes.

After a few moments of enraged silence, he spoke.

"...I have got to get my revenge on those two. But... how will I do it?"

King Boo began to brainstorm a way to get the ghost Rabbid and his little idiot friend in hot water.

"Torture? No, no... one of them is a ghost. It wouldn't hurt him... Torture could be done with the little nuisance however. Perhaps a bit of childhood trauma will teach her not to mess with the wrong people." he thought aloud.

He spent almost fifteen whole minutes thinking of gruesome ways to get back at them, until it finally struck him.

"...Oooh, I know. I know exactly what to do now. It'll mostly affect that bloated rabbit, but I can still do some damage to his moronic pipsqueak pal."

He grinned maliciously and floated towards the doors of his manor.

"I'm about to open up some old wounds of yours, Tommy." he said to himself.

———

Meanwhile, Phantom was racing through the sky with Jawaii in his arms, panicking. He would never let King Boo lay his foul hands on her.

They were both absolutely dead silent the whole time until Jawaii opened her mouth.

"...Do you know that guy?"

Phantom halted for a moment and looked down at the young alien he held. "...Yes, I do, but I don't think I would like to go into detail at the moment. We have a very... rough history, I will say."

"Oh... I get it. It's okay, I won't pry. I understand." Jawaii said.

"Just remember that if King Boo ever tries to hurt us, I'll make sure he will regret it for the rest of his days." promised the Rabbid ghost. "I swear on it."

Phantom resumed his flight and soared down to the ground safely. He gently set her down in the grass.

"That was actually really fun! We should do that again sometime! ...without being scared off by an evil ghost, obviously. That would just make it less fun." said Jawaii.

"I'm glad you were entertained, I suppose... King Boo is quite intimidating. And rude." said Phantom.

Jawaii put her hands on her hips. "Well, yeah! I mean, he made fun of your weight! No friend of mine is getting made fun of like that!"

Phantom laughed a bit. "Oh, don't worry, I wasn't that harmed by that statement. I er, get that all the time."

She frowned. "Why do people tease you about that, that's dumb! Besides, I think you're perfect just the way you are!" She gave him a hug.

He hugged back and smiled. "Awww... thank you. I was born like this, I can't help it you see."

"You're a giant fluffy singing ghost bunny with a mustache, I have no idea how anybody could hate THAT! Cuz I don't."

"Oh, don't make me blush from all of these compliments!" said Phantom, smiling.

Jawaii jokingly grinned evilly. "Never. I'm gonna shower you in compliments 'til you DROWN!"

She cackled maniacally as she began relentlessly saying nice things about him with Phantom begging her to stop. Soon, it became a full-on flattery war to see who could out-compliment the other. They had a grand old time.

Eventually, the sun began to set.

"Oh yikes, I better get home. I had no idea we stayed out here for so long! Mom is probably having a heart attack as we speak!" said Jawaii.

Phantom was quite alarmed, his ears sprung up in worry and concern. "She's having a what?! Oh, poor child, I hope your mother is all right..."

She burst out laughing hysterically.

"Wh-what's so funny? I thought your mother was dying!"

"No, dummy! That was an exaggeration, I meant that she's probably WORRIED about me!" Jawaii continued giggling like a maniac.

"Ah. I see now... Thank you for correcting me!" Phantom joined in on the laughter.

They got themselves together after a moment.

"Oh yeah, mind if you could fly me over to my house..? We're kinda far away from home." said Jawaii.

"Of course!" Phantom replied happily.

Jawaii climbed on his back and the two flew home.

———

After flying back to town, Phantom gently set Jawaii down in front of her home.

"See you soon, my friend. I enjoyed showing you around Spooky Trails today!" said Phantom.

"Cya tomorrow Phantom! I had a good day today too!" She ran up to him and gave him one last hug.

She walked up to her door and waved goodbye to Phantom. He waved back.

"Moooom! I'm hoooome!"

Jawaii's stepmother Stella ran in.

"Oh, Jawaii! Thank goodness you're all right! I was so worried, where were you?"

"Sorry I came home late! But I spent today with a friend of mine."

Stella had a look of pleasant surprise on her face. "You made a friend? That's so wonderful! I know you haven't really ever had any friends, honey, I'm so happy to hear that you finally made one!" She smiled.

Jawaii grinned. "Yeah! I'll tell you allllll about him! He's the best."

They sat down at the dinner table with the food Stella made.

Jawaii dug into her mashed potatoes and ate it like a wild animal that had nothing to eat for the past 3 weeks.

"Honey, chew slowly. I don't want you choking!" said Stella.

"Sorry, Mom..." Jawaii said, frowning.

"It's okay. I don't want you in the hospital or anything, especially after you just made a new friend!"

"Oh, I've known him for a while, actually. We've been hanging out together a lot!" she smiled, her mouth still full of food.

"...Jawaii, sweetie, don't talk with food in your mouth.“

"Oh yeah! Sorry again Mom.."

"Anyways, that's why you've been out so much lately? I'm so happy for you, Jawaii!" Stella smiled.

Jawaii gulped down some water. "Yep! I'm glad I'm his friend too!"

They spent dinner talking about all of the fun adventures she and Phantom had gone on.

Jawaii however, conveniently left out any mention of them being in danger, she wouldn't want to worry her stepmother of course!

"Oh yeah! I meant to ask you this, but I got totally sidetracked but where's Dad? And where's Hakai?" asked Jawaii.

"Your father is out destroying planets again, and your sister is having a sleepover with some friends of hers." said Stella.

"Ohhhh. Wonder why Dad's out so late. Hope he's alright."

"I'm sure he's fine, hon."

Jawaii had another sister though, and her name was Roe. She went to a boarding school and wasn't home most of the time.

She stretched and yawned. "Hey Mom, I think I'm gonna hit the hay today."

Stella gave her a small look of surprise. "Oh! You are? Usually you're quite a night owl. Maybe you're just tired from all your little adventures with Phantom."

Jawaii smiled. "Yeah. Maybe. Anyways, g'night Mom! Love ya, don't let the bed bugs bite."

Stella gave Jawaii a hug. "Aww, good night sweetie. Love you too.”

Jawaii ran upstairs, changed into her nightgown, brushed her teeth and jumped into bed, quickly falling asleep after her long, tiring but fun day.

———

That same night, the Mushroom Kingdom was as quiet as ever when it was nighttime. The once colorful, cheerful inviting land was deathly silent, almost hauntingly so.

Princess Peach was safely tucked in her bed, sleeping peacefully.

But little did the sleeping princess know, this would not remain for long.

King Boo had finally made it to the castle after venturing there to exact his revenge. He knew how dearly Phantom loved Peach. Breaking them apart forever would be the ultimate punishment for stepping on his turf. He knew that either way, the plan would work. If Phantom didn't come to the manor, him and Peach would be separated forever. If he did, however, it would give the vengeful king the chance to trap him and Jawaii in his manor, to torture them and possibly even kill them somehow.

He knew he could kill Jawaii, that was no problem, but Phantom...? Could he possibly do it again? ...No, he's a ghost now. He can't be killed again. But the king knew that even if he couldn't die, he could still make him suffer for as long as he wanted. Possibly even for eternity.

He phased through the castle walls, not having any of the guards notice him. Then, he finally found her room. There Peach slept, defenseless, ready for the taking.

In the blink of an eye, he snatched her from her bed.

Peach immediately woke up and let out a shrill scream of horror, alerting the Toads guarding her door.

But it was too late. He had already burst out her window with her and was headed straight towards his mansion.

———

Tap, tap, tap.

Jawaii woke up very late that night to a tapping sound she heard at her window. She went over to it to find one of the Peek-A-Boos she had met in Spooky Trails, tapping away at her window.

"Hey... aren't you that kid who Phantom is friends with?"

Jawaii rubbed her eye and yawned. "Yeah. Why do you ask? And how are you at my house anyway?"

The Peek-A-Boo had a somber expression on his face. "Well... I have to tell you some... bad news."

Jawaii was horrified of what was about to come out of his mouth next. Did something terrible happen to Phantom?

"His love, Princess Peach was kidnapped by King Boo. And... Phantom is gone. He went off to go save her. Knowing King Boo, Phantom may not come back in one piece. ...The other Rabbids told me it was best to go tell you. That way, you would know where he is. You deserve to know..."

Jawaii was devastated. How could this happen?

She knew she had to save him. And if she couldn't save him... then she wouldn't let him suffer alone.

"...No. I'm not going to let this happen to him."

The Peek-A-Boo was taken aback in surprise by Jawaii's response. "...I dunno if you should go. You're only a kid. You could get seriously hu-"

"I don't care." said Jawaii.

She jumped into her closet and changed into her usual clothes, grabbed a lantern and ran out of the house and into the black, haunted forest that she met Phantom in.

[polygamyff]

40. Part 2

Leon grinned at me “what?” I said confused that he is staring at me like that “nothing, just seeing my friend flourish. You were sat there telling me you were bloated? You are a lying fucking bitch, you are stood there with your legs out, with your little black dress on. Bitch you are wearing the shortest of dresses, bloated where!” he shouted at me, I giggled as I opened my red lipstick “well I felt it, I don’t know maybe it was just me. Don’t judge me ok? Do I look good?”  I twirled around “you look so beautiful, weird enough you look less stressed. You look so happy, that is weird” side eyeing Leon “stop it, don’t think because I am single that I am happier, I’m not. I wish for things to be different, but I can’t just lay in my bed and cry about it can I? And also, you said something that triggered me, I wasn’t myself, that confident me. I want that again so we are going to go out and have some fun” turning around to the mirror “mhmm, don’t lean forward too much, can I send a picture to Maurice? Please” I chuckled “nope, you do not do that. Leave him out of it, I am excited to see your other half, is he cute? I am happy to have another gay bestie, I can share” applying my red lipstick “no, you are my baby mother. I want to keep you both separate, I told him how much you mean to me and he is so excited to meet you. I have a few others coming over, also a surprise. A little one anyways” popping my lips in the mirror “cool, I am glad that Reign is with her dad now. I am settled to start having some fun. You know what Leon; I am so thankful for this dress. You got taste or did you want me to look a whore?” Leon laughed “erm, well when you split with him, I was like she needs to have a good time, and I thought you would look good. Tight little black dress, your body is so nice though. How can any fucking man cheat? I don’t get it; I mean he didn’t cheat but what the fuck!? You’re beautiful” Leon is too sweet to me.

Walking down the steps slowly “oh wow, Robbie. Are you looking for another man?” My mom said “Oh no mother, I do not want a man right now. I want y’all to know that, I am going out for me. I am going to go out and have fun, also if he sees then I hope he misses me. I just think I need to be me; I need that Robyn back. Leon is right, I lost myself in his shit. Anyways is the Uber here?” my mom is being judgemental with her looks “it is, let’s go beautiful. Bye mom” Leon said, my mom smiled at me shaking her head “bye mother” opening my bag, just to check that my lipstick is in here and it is “I wish we didn’t need to get an Uber, we should use Maurice’ name and get a SUV” opening my front door “nope, we do not do that silly” stepping outside, I am ready to let my hair down to be honest. Walking towards the car, with Leon behind me “you know I am only joking about you finding a man, I know you’re not here for that, we will have a good time” I don’t understand what made them think I wanted another man, the only thing I want is to have a good time and if I end up drunk I hope Leon hides my ass and helps me to bed, he best not get drunk either because he needs to save me, he needs to make sure I am ok first. Leon said that I changed, I did change because I was so stuck in my ways with everything in my life. I know I still have the shit going on but I just want to party, have a good time and be drunk as fuck.

Grabbing my bag from Leon as I got out of the car “thank you” pulling my dress down “you’re really like my husband, it’s funny” Leon grabbed my hand and placed it over his shoulder as we made our way to Playhouse “let’s see what other rich men we can find in Hollyweird, also we can stay at Jacob’ place, he has a spare room. So if you do get drunk we have a place” the security just stared at Leon and then me “it’s her birthday, be nice” Leon announced “happy birthday” smiling at him “if you need any protection let me know” I laughed walking into the club “Jacob is already here!!” Leon shouted over the music; it has been a while since I have been in a club, I have missed it to be honest. Following behind Leon “we have got a table!” I can tell he has, we are going to the stage, I guess we got a table to the set, I am here for that. I feel so giddy, like I cannot even contain myself right now “Jacob!! My girl, Robyn she is here!” Leon ran towards this guy; oh he is cute. Leon hugged him, my mouth hung open pointing, Damon just smiled at me “I have heard so much about you, finally we meet. You are Leon’ wife, baby mother and everything else. I am Jacob” smiling at him “nice to meet the man that is settling this whore down” I thought we was going to shake hands but he hugged me “I am so glad to meet you, I have heard such good things about you and happy birthday girl” I laughed “thank you Jacob, I really appreciate it. You are handsome” I pointed at him moving back from the hug “Robyn, this is my girl. We work in the club together Asia, she is so cool. Like you will like her” she is Asian, funny enough her name is Asia “nice to meet you, I love your dress. Did Leon also pick that out? I know his taste” she laughed “how do you know, he did. You look so pretty, like Leon says how beautiful you are but you are so pretty” she got the weed, I peeped the blunt “thank you” looking at Leon “why did you bring him?” I mouthed to him; I didn’t think Leon would understand but he did “he asked! He missed his friend” Leon winked; well I wouldn’t say that but then again we didn’t leave on bad terms either “stranger as fuck?” Damon said “me? Never, you just forgot about me, come on now” I lied “you know damn well, you had the baby and that was it, oh I will bring her in. You are a liar” I laughed, he is right “happy birthday though” smiling at Damon “thank you, I mean I was eventually going to bring her in” I lied.

Sitting next to Asia, I need new female friends besides Nalah “I rolled you one” she is sweet “thank you, how sweet. How did you know?” I asked “you eyed it up, I knew from the start. Leon asked, he goes my wife, she don’t have many female friends because they are all full of shit, they break her heart. And I was like Leon if she puts up with you, she must be cool, and look at that” placing the blunt between my lips, she held the lighter to me. Maybe she is lesbian, I didn’t think that. I have not had this in so long, it’s been so long. Closing my eyes as I blew the smoke from my lips “you needed that girl” she nudged me, opening my eyes “I did” I laughed “it’s going to hit me hard, I know it. It’s been a while, like I haven’t come out like this in so long. When I became a mother, it was like I changed and I wasn’t like this” rolling my eyes “you’re a mother, wow. You let someone breed you? You seem like a girl that would be fussy” she is funny, taking some more of the blunt in “love sucks girl” blowing the smoke out “it does, but incoming” she pointed behind me, looking behind and seeing Damon “it’s not him is it?” shaking my head “hell no, I work with him” Damon sat across from me “no, that is not mine” I shook my head “come on, it’s your birthday! Take the damn shot!” I hate it, like I am not that “come on now” he held it out to me “come on now, all of you. I ain’t got these just for me to have” seeing as they all are doing it, taking the shot from him “To Robyn Willis!!” he shouted holding it up, I want to gag already “Robyn Willis” they all said, let me just down this quick as I can because no, downing the contents.

Who would’ve thought, I am on my second blunt. I am so glad someone got weed here, feeling a pair of arms wrap around my shoulders “And you'll be left in the dust, unless I stuck by ya. You're a sunflower, I think your love would be too much” Leon sang in my ear “You're the sunflower” we both sang together “oh he fine, ain’t that like Odell. That football nigga” Leon said, nodding my head “oh he is so sexy!” Jacob spat, I just laughed as he walked by to go to a different table to us and he did look but I am honestly just smiling at anything right now “she is single, it’s her birthday!” Leon shouted; he is so dumb. He just smiled; oh he got a cute smile “a drink for you” Damon held out to me “erm where is mine!?” Leon spat “I invited you, her pussy is off limits for you. You both are friends” taking the drink from Damon “thank you” I grinned, he is cute “I am not like that, come on now. We friends, Leon you are starting this mess” he is right Leon is, he is trying to cause some problems, he is being a messy bitch right now. Dipping my middle finger in my drink and mixing it as I walked back to the table, pulling my middle finger out and placing my middle finger in my mouth and sucking the contents off “this is a double” I know it, looking to the side of me and Damon is just gawking at me “you sitting there or not?” he shook his head.

I like this Asia chick; she knows how to take pictures too. This bitch be getting my best side too “you fine!” we both said together “wow, that is creepy” I said and we both laughed “you good with me posting this, I will tag you. I need your Insta though” nodding my head, I gasped “this is for my ladies tonight” me and Leon just stared at each other “look at y’all Niggas” me and Leon both pointed at each other singing, Leon ran up to me and grabbed my hand as I got up. I didn’t notice that the club has become so packed, standing next to Leon as we both sang “even if that nigga flew me and my bitches all the way out to Dubai. Pussy you tried, pussy ass nigga you lie. Pussy ass nigga you high. Bitch I'm me, hundred on the wrist” the DJ mixed it up “Happy Birthday Robyn” my mouth fell open, Leon winked at me “I got you girl” Leon said “when you're breaking it down for me, cause I can hear you two times. Run it on back, will it ever make sense to me. I got to do things my own way darling, will you ever let me, will you ever respect me, No!” we both shouted and high fived laughing “whew bitch, I am so fucking high” we hugged each other “thank you for being my karaoke partner” I love him so much for this, moving back from the hug “Your insta! Y’all running off from me” taking Asia’ phone from her “roll me a blunt, thanks” she is my personal blunt roller today, god knows I need it today.

Leon came over to me with such a smirk “so when you back at work?” Damon asked, rolling my eyes “you got nothing else to speak on? I can do without it, but I am coming back sometime next week, don’t worry you will see my pretty face” Damon smiled, he was happy about that “but the rumours of you moving?” I shrugged “rumours” I pointed at him “look at this” Leon couched down to me, taking his phone from him. My face softened, I am drunk somewhat and I can’t read that right now but this picture “this was at Dubai” I know it was, I looked really happy here, I don’t remember the selfie but clearly it happened and he took it, he took a good selfie for once. My smile, pure happiness in my eyes. Maurice pressing a kiss to my forehead and me, smiling looking like I have everything and more and I did well do, maybe have I am not sure “you done looking, anyways” he snatched his phone back “it says Happy Birthday to my baby mother Robyn, hope you have a great day. Love Reign and I” Leon looked at me “that’s cute” he posted that when he didn’t need too “table three” looking up at this lady “this has been sent from table one” she pointed, I looked to where she is pointing too and I just wanted the ground to swallow me up “for you, he said” my eyes bulged out, looking over at the lady “me!?” I spat “you telling me Odell Beckham has sent Robyn a bottle of Ace of Spades” Leon spat “yes, he said happy birthday” looking back at him all wide eyed, he raised his glass to me, the lady walked off and I felt like everyone screamed at the same time “I can’t take that Leon? I am not doing this” I laughed, like no I don’t want it “well it’s here now, we can’t say no. You need to say thank you” Leon eye balled me “I will walk you, you got to say it. I mean he likes what he sees” Jacob said, I am not about this life.

Jacob held my hand as we made our way to table one, his entourage is huge and I am a little tipsy “it’s the Birthday girl” some guy said, I don’t even know these people “I just wanted to say thank you, you didn’t need too. Like really” why am I even speaking to this guy when Odell is right there “I just wanted to say thank you” I said to Odell “don’t be, you can party with us if you like?” I chuckled “oh well I mean if you don’t mind, I mean you could come to our table. It’s less noisy” I am digging, really digging right now “I can come there if you want?” Jacob is laughing at me “yes, I will just go back there” letting Jacob’ hand go and rushing back to my table, Leon is staring all wide eyed “don’t say anything” I said as I walked by Leon “oh you done pulled him, oh girl” Asia said as I sat down “now you got Odell? I thought you are with Maurice?” Damon asked, clearing my throat “let’s just not speak” Odell is actually so sexy, like wow ok “I saw it was your birthday and I thought why not, you look like a girl that can party” I smiled “you think? I mean I don’t do it often but you know, it’s my birthday, so I thought why not” I think it’s my home time “you want to come back to mine, we partying there?” licking my top lip, I would love too but that is trouble and I am not looking for that, I am hurt but not stupid “I can’t” I finally said “I mean my friend over here is single” I pointed at Asia, Odell smirked “you see if I was looking for her I would have asked, but I’m not” I need to get myself out of this “uh, how about you give me your address and I will see what I can do” oh Robyn, you are just doing the worst “playing hard to get, I like that” he pointed at me “so did my ex” I said laughing “your ex is dumb, give me your phone I will type in my address but I got a feeling you won’t turn up” I laughed at the fact he is not wrong “aren’t all men just the same but here” unlocking my phone “type away” holding my phone out, is this how Maurice feels when he does this because it’s fun but yet not because, in my heart I rather be with him “if you do come then you never know what could happen” I sniggered “I know what you want to happen” it’s like I am not even thinking “it’s the drink talking, ignore me” I need to take my ass home.

Pressing send as I looked up ahead of me “But stay woke, niggas creeping” bopping my head, I like this song “wait, where am I?” who is this car “we going to Jacob’ home!” Leon came into my eye view “how did I even end up in the car?” I laughed “no, seriously, how?” I don’t remember “you just need to know you are safe with me, and what is this” Leon took my phone from my lap and I just giggled “oh god, I don’t feel too good” resting my head on the headrest in front “Robyn, no. Your stupid phone locked, look at me. Unlock this!” Leon yanked me back, I need to go to sleep “what she do?” closing my eyes “no, look here” opening my eyes, squinting my eyes at the bright light “thank you ma’am, oh she been bad, bad. Asia, why didn’t you remind me to take her phone from her” I chuckled “Asia, you are so pretty. Like you are just gorgeous, stunning!” she is really is “noooo, Robyn. Why, turn it down Jacob. Thank you” my eyes half hooded smiling at Leon “ok so Robyn is texting her ex, her baby father. So, she started with, asshole. Yeah this is saying asshole, she sent that and then she typed oh my god. Robyn, why are you like this, dike app. She meant dick appointment, he text her back, I mean it’s early there but he put what and a question mark, and she went on a rant but I am sorry, it’s the worst typing ever, I think” I put my hand up, Leon held my hand “she put dick appointment dick, I come over to you. We meet. Listen it’s hard to read, he put I am in New York Robyn, it’s late and are you ok? And listen to this, Oh my god I can’t even! She put I am going to get dick” Leon cackled, I have a headache like I need a bed “so he put, who and a question mark and she put rich, and he asked again who. She put yo, then he texts her saying I am up with Reign shall I call you or get a car to pick you up and a question mark, she put god, dick that it. I hate you real. And she put yo and he has been texting back ever since while she ignores him asking if she is ok, oh he has texted again now saying shall I come there, girl. What is wrong with you? Now I will keep your phone, ok? You sweet baby wanted some drunk sex too, aww. I am sorry, well we can hug. And I have replied back to him saying all is well, Robyn needs sleep don’t you.” Leon is laughing at me, I don’t like it.

I pouted at Leon “I like her Leon, but if she is sick on my floor” I sighed out heavily “you should have put Odell is giving her some dick, I can’t believe she pulled Odell” Leon hugged me “Maurice is also my friend, I am in the middle so no but if he was a random guy I would Jacob, ugh. He is ringing, look what you done Robyn. Stop drunk texting him, bitch!” I laughed watching Leon “hello” I am feeling dangerous right now, Leon looked at me and he pulled a face at me “stop it” he grabbed my hand “oh nothing, but she is fine. Erm, I mean yes clearly drunk, but I am with her and she is totally fine! Stop it” I laughed out hiking my dress up “I done already seen your pussy already so it’s nothing new but wait” waving Leon off “no, look! Maurice, I am not dealing with you and then her, she is dumb. She will be going straight to bed, we are in a Uber going to Jacob” seeing Jacob’ face as he turned in the front seat “shall we fly you to New York to get your dick?” he said “Oh my god! Jacob is gay! He is with me!” Leon shouted “like what the hell are we going to have, a threesome” looking over at Leon “speak to her, how? I mean she is not the least bit herself; you know what fine. Robyn, tell him that everything is ok” Leon pressed the phone against my ear “Robyn?” moving away from the phone shaking my head “she doesn’t want to speak to you, I promise you shit is fine. The bitch wanted sex from you, that is it but clearly it’s not going to happen” I just need to sleep.